I have an update of my attempt to get the scholarships and grants from CCA. I did a test and talked with toefl tutors today. You will not believe how ugly my scores are! We all agreed that it is almost impossible for me to get a score of 79 or above in 2 months. They asked if I still want to take the risk. Now the plan is changed, I am not ready to across this wall yet. I already expected to get the similar question but I made myself to say "I still want to try".....Why? At this point, you might already smell of plan B because I wrote "Now the plan is changed". If I expected to have a whole year of preparing myself, I have to to know how much scores I can get in 2 months. I realized that my story has just begun and it is not over yet. God has a bigger plan for me, a big journey that I have never seen. Next year will be my great year! I will have a new job, meet with other artists in my country, get a toefl course, hone my painting and drawing skills and make my best portfolio as I can do for next year scholarships and grants. Life always has plan A, B, C and so on. Just do not give up, everyone! Keep believing....because I am here to share you my story. We will walk together.
Thank you :3